TASH♥ROSTOV

Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ♥.

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hey ho.hey ho.

currently staying over at mama ida's place (:

awesommeeeeeeeee (:

own room.aircon 24/7.ps3.SETTLE.

today getting my pay (:

awesome or what.

as what's more now GSS is on !

coolios eh? wooooooooooooooooooooo!

forever 21, hre i come uh.

going to 313,forever 21. every level imma get clothes baybeh.

and just so you know.im single ):

but ah,going with the flow (:

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Left @ 12:09 AM

Sunday, May 23, 2010 ♥.

(:

hi.
hvn't been blogging cos apparently i do not hve access to internet hre in JW.
but mum bought this broadband thingy so hre i am,blogging once again.
hvn't been in control of the things i do.
but one thing is,i long to go to school,i know it's weird tht i badly wanna go to school but really,if you are in my shoes you would to.

im currently working at jln bukit merah,i go through nuh's medical records.
it sounds easy but really,it's tiring.my back hurts like crazy.
and besides the pay is not enough for me,well now it's not just me,i hve mum to support.you see this is life.sometimes 'HE' can be so unfair.but wht am i to do? 'HE' chooses my path of life.which right now the path 'HE's leading me to sucks, big time.but gyeah,it's a test. ):

boyfriend,sigh.
we're really going through a hard time.refuses to see mum,when aidil already has.which is supposed to be the other way round.but it doesn't really matter does it?he doesn't seem to care at all,but i close one eye.fuck.fuck.
):

home.double sigh.
they're depending on me for expenses when my pay can barely support me.
WTF LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

when will it be my turn to feel what exactly it is to be HAPPY.
'HE's busy mending the life of others,maybe he left my case in a really ulu place and he totally forgot tht i really need him right now.
argh.

NOBODY'S TALKING COS TALKING JUST TURNS INTO SCREAMING!
sometimes you mean nothing to the person who means everything to you.

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Left @ 11:23 PM

Friday, February 19, 2010 ♥.

IM GOING BALI YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW. (:

cool right?i know.im hell excited (: will update ya'll.
holla and ouuuuuut (:

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Left @ 5:46 AM

Monday, January 18, 2010 ♥.

I MISS GRANDMA IN JURONG WEST (:

so anyways,i've been counting and yet thr's still anthr
3 mths till momma comes back (:
really,i can't wait.
anyways.i took out my dreads and now imma rebond my hair.
and imma do a streak of blonde.
*try imagining*
i'll be doing tht on thursday i guess.

well.i hvn't really been going out these few days.
hve been staying home,and tht kinda explains the reason why im gaining those pounds ):
i,promise to jog three times a week in order to be in shape.
well,at least i hope i'll really do it.
(:

i think imma visit granny this friday perhaps?
gyeah.
and i'll bring her a gift (:

x0x0 (: ykily.

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Left @ 9:23 PM

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 ♥.

tell me wht is it.

hello mofo's.
i'll be stuck in this torture chamber for another 3 mths?
but let's look on the bright side,imma have my momma by my side real soon.
(:
im just minding my own business and will not interfere in someone else's issues.
gyeah.

well,
aidil's in camp so gyeah,he's my best friend if you don't know.
and imma stick to it tht way.
cos i don't wanna lose him as a friend.

and you, don't gimme''it's my first time'' as an excuse.
all im asking for is a lil wee bit of happiness.
you're happy while i hve to fake it.

(:
im out yaw.

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Left @ 9:46 PM

♥.

WHAT IS LOVE.

if i give you my 100 percent,wld i get 100 percent back in return?
ykily.

open yr heart,open yr ,mind,open yr eyes to my needs (:

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Left @ 6:47 AM

Saturday, January 2, 2010 ♥.

hello world.

finally,im away from the shitass crap.

im currently over at mama ida's,taking some time off the bitch world.

being hre sorta brings a smile to my face.

i don't hve to fake it,just comes naturally.(:

and momma's coming back in 3 mths time.

and soon it'll be 2 then 1 and then omg,she's finally hre.

you have no idea how fucking bad i wanna run to her and squeeze her.

really,you don't.

i've been shopping online cos lately i've been a lil anti-social.

yeah,you can say tht.

been cooping myself at home.

even i was at home during countdown.

my godma asked'' how come you're not out partying?''

all i answered was,''err,i guess im just not in the festive mood?''

hahhaha.funny right?TASH STAYING HOME WHEN SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE OUT PARTYING.

got a few invites hre and thr,and i rejected all.

gosh.wht's got into me?i really don't knw.

i ordered pastry shoes online,i know,not many hve heard of the brand.

but it's really dope.

i wanted to get supra's buuuuuut, it's second hand and it looks fucked up.

and my shoes are alrdy hre!

it's awesome i swear.

and recently i think i've been touched by an angel above.

and alot of ppl hve been telling me i lost weight,like finally(:

weee im so proud.*taps myself.

and imma still work on it,i wanna be just like KALI HAWK.

awwww.

she's one hell of a hottie.

i guess i just hve to be REALLY REALLY patient,like seriously.

patience & sincere; tht is islam (:

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Left @ 11:06 PM